thick skinned

yes, i admit, i am thick skinned.... well, not willingly, but forced to.

hah, was enjoying my dim sum tis morning, wen dad called... i tot good news... manatau he called to tell me to call the clinic... make me no mood, me enjoying those oily, fatty dim sum, there he was, asking me to call the clinic, hah...

thn while i was driving back, mom called pulak... also telling me about calling the clinic & asking them whether im fit enough or not... i was like "ok, ok, i will call wen i reach home..."

so, few mins ago, i took up the courage & be thick skinned to call... u know how nervous it feels to wana know how ur medical report results are? i mean, wat if they tell u, "hey, ms. lee, ur report came out & we found out that u have a serious condition, u have this disease, tat disease..." die la like tat...

dup... dup... dup... (sound of my hearting pounding against my chest, ok, it mite not sound exactly like tat, but wat the hell? im trying to make some sound effect la k)

ring ring...

the lady nurse picked up the call... so i was telling her im who & who, had my pre-employment med check last wednesday, since it has been more than 1 week, im rather curious to know my medical report... whether im fit or not to work there... bla bla bla...

then she said hold on, i check ur file 1st...

dup... dup... dup...

over the line: hello, yea, we sent ur medical report over to slb alr.

i was like "thn is my medical report ok? am i fit to work on platform?"

"oh, since we didnt call u, means everythin is normal, so we directly sent ur report to slb, so u should be fit enough"

thank u thank u thank u....

thank god...

well, apart from desperately wanting the job, i was seriously worried about my health. i mean, come on, i hvnt had a full body medical checkup before in my life, how d hell should i know whether i am as healthy as i seem to be or not? i mite have some "no-symptoms" disease or something which i might not feel or know of...

so, realy, its a breath of relieve to know that everything in my body is functioning normally...

all i hvta do now is wait for arrangements...

donworry mar, heng, etc.... wen i do receive a confirmation from slb, i will own up to wat i hv promised... haha....