wAt A|| Of u sAid is true

no hangovers, but my appetite is deteriorating.
well, i dont eat much when im home, so it makes no difference.

wat u say is true, ur my loyal blog reader & i read urs too.
wat ur dad said is true too.

i dont even know how i feel now.
i jz feel messed up.
maybe its love, maybe its not. well... dont tink it makes much difference now, does it?

yes, it takes time to get to know each other. & tats vital. so, time is wat we need. distance is not wat we need.

but at tis moment, its probably best for me to leave tis country.
maybe its a good thing im leaving.
maybe it's jz destined tat i should be alone.
i dont handle my feelings well, i dont handle my relationships well.
it jz all ends up being fucked up.
i hurt pple, pple hurt me, i hurt pple.
so, i will probably end up jz being alone.
probably i dont deserve being loved.
being the jerk & asshole tat i am, leaving the country means one less trouble for pple around me.

i should go see the world & grow from there.

u know how much i care for u, for all of u.
baby, u know i'll always b there for u, as i hv always been.