5 hOurs exAm

i have a 5 hours exam tomorrow... hhmmm.... 5 hours... it's gona kill me... ahhaha... but it's open book & it's a software, basically my eyes will go blind due to "studying" & practising for my exam, facing the computer the whole day...

initiative...
some pple really DONT even have an ounce of it in them... how do these pple survive?
im in school, studying... sitting for exams every week, maybe even twice or thrice in a week... im the same human being as anybody else... i hv limitations & i should not be held responsible for someone else's faith in their own exams... come on.. wake up!

i passed the so called "killer" exam 3 weeks ago... another 2 who jz came to school will b sitting for the "killer" exam tomorrow... & guess what? i get e-mails from colleagues in the base & my Service Quality Coach from kemaman to ask me to look over the 2 "new" pple who r gng to sit for the exam TOMORROW. to help them...
HELLO? if they don't come to us to ask, u expect me to plan a tuition class for u all? & im kinda like made to blame (that's how i feel) that im not helping them... come on, we study in classes which r only few FOOTsteps away, we stay in the SAME hotel... if u hv a farking question, come & ask, not wait for me to go & ask u "hello, do u hv any questions to ask me?" i dont hv that much time to do that... if u dont ask me, i assume ur fine. why should i be assuming otherwise?

but at the end of the day, me & my colleague (classmate) had to plan a group discussion for those 2 who only know how to worry, but no action, no initiative human beings...

in plain words : pple who needs help, never do anything, pple who is blamed cause of "not" helping them has to plan... fucking bullshit! & we have already passed all the useful notes to them the first day they reached here & guess what? they hv not even read it at all... haih... *shakes head*

i jz hate it when im made to blame for something that is not my responsibility... i hv already done a big portion by giving them very useful notes... how they wana live their life thru school is not my problem...