p|Ace fOr me tO shOw my frustrAtiOn
when u cant talk to anybody, when u need to talk to someone, the whole world is asleep & those who arent wont understand u... all i have left is blogspot... where the fuck is everyone when i need to talk???? oh wait... i dont hv frens i can talk to, exceptone... oh how sad can i be? gosh, im so lame...
all i wana do now is drink up wine, get drunk n sleep my day away, but i cant, coz i hv a 6 hour exam tomorrow... how sad can that be? when im already so sad, i cant even get myself drunk & fall asleep! how else sad can i be?
i was doing my work... thn i felt the need to talk to someone, & she's asleep... i need to talk... i had to purposely change back to my original harddrive to online, just to blog it all out... not like it matters, not like anyone reads it, not like anybody cares...
maybe i'll jz throw my phone cards away? good point, coz nobody needs me to call em... wats the use of hvg phone cards anyway? i mite jz thrash em... is there anyone out there who wans me to call em? raise ur hands... jz to show me, im wanted or needed... show ur hands... atleast give me the tiny winy bit of love... hahahha....
u know, god treated me so well, that he gave me extra feelings... feelings that it seems now, unnecessary... i wish i had less of feelingss... i wish i had less... take it away from me... i dont wan it...fucking take it away....
hahaha... its so funny... i was telling my fren "i wish i had less of feelings... i dont need them now"... she said "by the time u dont feel it anymore, means she is not important to u anymore" me said "oh... like that ar... thn i can jz walk away lor"... but thats not i want... i feel like such an idiot... i seriously feel so idiotic... i jz feel so idioticccccccccccccccccccc..... fuck....l
i feel intoxicated now, wifout even drinking... i better not drive... coompany will fire u if u get a DWI (driving while intoxicated)... ahahhaha... get fired... get back home & rot there, no income, not like anybody wans me anymore... hahahha... will jz rot at home hah....
all i wana do now is drink up wine, get drunk n sleep my day away, but i cant, coz i hv a 6 hour exam tomorrow... how sad can that be? when im already so sad, i cant even get myself drunk & fall asleep! how else sad can i be?
i was doing my work... thn i felt the need to talk to someone, & she's asleep... i need to talk... i had to purposely change back to my original harddrive to online, just to blog it all out... not like it matters, not like anyone reads it, not like anybody cares...
maybe i'll jz throw my phone cards away? good point, coz nobody needs me to call em... wats the use of hvg phone cards anyway? i mite jz thrash em... is there anyone out there who wans me to call em? raise ur hands... jz to show me, im wanted or needed... show ur hands... atleast give me the tiny winy bit of love... hahahha....
u know, god treated me so well, that he gave me extra feelings... feelings that it seems now, unnecessary... i wish i had less of feelingss... i wish i had less... take it away from me... i dont wan it...fucking take it away....
hahaha... its so funny... i was telling my fren "i wish i had less of feelings... i dont need them now"... she said "by the time u dont feel it anymore, means she is not important to u anymore" me said "oh... like that ar... thn i can jz walk away lor"... but thats not i want... i feel like such an idiot... i seriously feel so idiotic... i jz feel so idioticccccccccccccccccccc..... fuck....l
i feel intoxicated now, wifout even drinking... i better not drive... coompany will fire u if u get a DWI (driving while intoxicated)... ahahhaha... get fired... get back home & rot there, no income, not like anybody wans me anymore... hahahha... will jz rot at home hah....
posted by suki_jAy_lee at 2:49 AM
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