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these few days... im lucky enough to see attractive girls... in real person & in pictures... ahhaha...
well, attractive doesn't make them gay, but still, gay or no gay, they r pretty attractive... ahahhaha... i realise i have a soft spot for pretty girls, even straight ones... who doesnt?... damn...
hahhha... i always wonder... why is it pple can easily get pretty or good lookin girlfriends? when i on the other hand, cant even find one girl who likes me? ahhaha... am i that terrible ar? hahaha...
or maybe i have lost all my "charm-ness" ahhaha... not that i have "lots" of it to start with...
being in a world full of dicks... it's just hard to find some p**sy. but that's the job... ok wait, i sound like a hooker... crap... & i work nights... crap...
i hv a fren who once commented, my shifts makes it seems like a hooker ahahah... crap...
& i need to go back to kemaman.. crap...