fu|| Of disAppOintment

when i wrote the title of this blog, i was already very disappointed, but after a phone call i received, i am more worried thn disappointed! this could be one of the worst days of my life... darn!

first of, slb called, they said that my course is not suitable for the department i went for interview yesterday, so now they r sending me for another interview, in another department, which is what also i dont know coz im still waiting for their email. rite! one bad news, totally horrible, coz i hvta go back to kl AGAIN on thursday! i mean, i jz came back today, tis noon, hvg a very tired body & mind, i had to rush up my assignment to hand in by 2pm! i didnt even hv time to unpack anything, went straight to class! so, now i hvta go back to kl again, day after tmrw, tink can die! & now, im not putting any hopes at all for this interview. they want me, take, dont want me, dont take.

thn while i was driving back today, E+H called. it seems that they r kinda like informally offering me a job, internal sales. its jz like sitting in the office everyday, trying to sell instruments over the phone. so, its one job that is gona b damn boring, but thn again, i am still unemployed, so i hv no choice but to take up the suggestion. its not even confirmed yet, for heaven's sake. still need to attend interview, hand in resume,blah blah blah....

nxt, worst of all time, my dad & uncle kena robbed, by a gang of malays, wearing police uniforms, wif parangs like rambo's, nearly stabbed my uncle. i dont even wana fucking elaborate it! im damn blardy angry, im cursing them to death! fuck those robbers, let them die now, a slow & torturing death! fuck them blardy idiots! no job, go fucking find a fucking job! why in the hell u go rob pple? blardy fuckers! if i had the fucking power, ill jz go fucking stab them till they die!

blardy fucked up world! go fuck urself!