im brOke

petrol costs so much nowadays, its burning a hole in my pocket! & i tot i can save up on petrol consumption by driving more efficiently, carefully & drive LESS!

but NO, in fact, i used my car so much more... urghh... jz like this morning, i purposely wokeup early to drive into campus to meet my supervisor, at 10am (alr made an appointment wif her last nite). mana la tau, when i reach her room, just outside, i received an sms saying i should meet her at 2.30pm. *pengsan* see, wasted one whole journey into campus & wasted my petrol! input = petrol, output = ZERO!

& i hv a class at noon & another replacement class at nite. so, in ONE day, i hvta drive 3 times into campus & drive up the FKE slope which is darn steep, i tell u!
why in world did they build P16 on the bukit?
why in the world that my EVERY class has to be at P16?
why in the world that even our REPLACEMENT classes has to be at P16?
we hvta drive up there every single day, more than once each day! it's extremely taxing for my lil kancil as well as my lil wallet...

thn there's this wire wrap board that i hvta buy... seems that its only available in singapore & probably 15 to 20 years back, it costs less than RM 100. through the evolution of time & nilai masa wang, i think it should cost much more TODAY, since the petrol price has increased by leaps & bounce. its going to be a hassle to actualy FIND that board, rather than buying it. thinking of it alr gives me a sharp ZAP to my head...

conclusion is, im lack of money, time & patience. im broke, physically, mentally & morally.