trying tO drOwn myse|f

actually im finding it hard to type properly, but im ok. next to me is a cup (starbucks LARGE cup) of soda + some cherry alcohol thingie. trying to drown myself in sorrow. anyways, if my spelling is distorted, bare wif me, pls. im not in the right frame of mind & my hands mite not follow my brains accordingly, so, pls, bare wif me. if u cant understand what im writing. thn jz stop ere. its not gona make any sense anyway. i will jz b crapping all d way.

wat to write? my face is red, like a tomato. usually my face gets red after lik half a glass of beer. so imagine me drinkin the 24% alcohol/volume drink now. (beer is jz 5%/volume). im feeling hot, dah la in this kinda weather. i dun care. bcoz i wana jz drink it all up & drop dead in bed. i dun care. there's nothing much i can do about my farked up situation, so ill jz gobble up my drinks & hope i can get drunk fast, so i dun need to waste more alcohol. its not cheap u know, even though i bought it from duty free. i kinda like braved thru the whole process of cheating the guards to actually smuggle those alcohols out from duty free. so i hvta keep it to the minimum.

hahhhahahhahhahahhahahahha.... tink i'll sink into depression soon. ahaks.... so wat the hell. i dun care. im supposed to wakup early tmrw to go to lab. but i dun care. i mite regret waking up late & not being able to go to lab in the morning but who cares. i dun care.