dAwned On me
ok... im gona b leaving this place in like about a weeks' time...
i hv nvr really put a thought into it, until justnow...
i called slb, she said nxt week got an appointment at kl office.
i told her, definitely cant on the 8th, coz i hvta hand in my thesis.
9th & 10th also cannot, coz i need to pack my stuf & drive back.
so that leaves 11th & 12th, but she said 12th is a public holiday. wesak day.
alrite, so i guess that leaves 11th only.
hmmm...
anyway, i asked her about starting date, she said... wat about 27th? i told her it should b fine (wifout looking at the calender)
after i hanged up, i took a peep at the calender. 27th may 2006 is a SATURDAY.
she wants me to start work on a saturday? were my ears playing tricks on me or her eyes playing tricks on her? hmmm... but oh well, she said she will send all the details thru email by tis week. so i'll jz hvta wait...
so it dawned on me... i am leaving this place, for good, once & for all... but im already starting to miss everything ere... the good times, bad times, happy times, sad times, funny times, not-so-funny times... i spent my whole 5 years ere... there's part of me ere... & the thought of leaving everything behind is just... nerve-wrecking...
i seriously cant bear the pain while im leaving... i mean, frens... all my frens... are all in penang... im kinda alone in kl, but of well... its not bad either... penang is not far! ahhaha... i can jz go there whenever i want, & wen im free!!!!! im sure there will b a place for me to crash in for the nite rite? ahaks....
but when im ere, i can jz turn my head & there she is - my roomie is always there for me, whenever, wherever! thks girl! or i can jz walk 4 steps, open my door & knock on the door nxt to mine & there's always my nxt door neighbour there for me to chat, to complain... ahahha... & there's always frens everywhere, pulai, sejahtera, tmn u, everywhere, its jz 5 mins away... but when im back in shah alam, where do i get to go in 5 mins? out to the wet market? sheesh...
life's gona b totally different, i mean, besides the fact that we will all start workin or study masters, or anything else, but its all gona b different... i am gona miss the good ol' days....
there's the primary sch phase, where all my good ol' buddies are still my good ol' buddies... the badminton phase & academy phase, still hoping to keep in touch wif them, my secondary sch phase, atleast they r still in sj... ahaks... & now, my uni phase.... rite, it is just another phase, but it was a good one... life goes on... startin anew, startin afresh & hoping for the better...
thks to every single individual who has been a part of my life, in this phase, i sincerely thank all of u... u were all there for me, all the time... thks... & sorry if i ever hurt u or made u angry or totally pissed u off... do keep in touch everybody, alrite?
we r all blessed wif the electronics age, where there's the internet, msn, email, webcam, video conferencing, etc etc... it erases all the boundaries & hopefully it will still pull us all together & not seem so distant in future... so, all the best everyone!!!!! let us live our last few days/weeks ere enjoyably (got such word or not huh?) *piaks*
i hv nvr really put a thought into it, until justnow...
i called slb, she said nxt week got an appointment at kl office.
i told her, definitely cant on the 8th, coz i hvta hand in my thesis.
9th & 10th also cannot, coz i need to pack my stuf & drive back.
so that leaves 11th & 12th, but she said 12th is a public holiday. wesak day.
alrite, so i guess that leaves 11th only.
hmmm...
anyway, i asked her about starting date, she said... wat about 27th? i told her it should b fine (wifout looking at the calender)
after i hanged up, i took a peep at the calender. 27th may 2006 is a SATURDAY.
she wants me to start work on a saturday? were my ears playing tricks on me or her eyes playing tricks on her? hmmm... but oh well, she said she will send all the details thru email by tis week. so i'll jz hvta wait...
so it dawned on me... i am leaving this place, for good, once & for all... but im already starting to miss everything ere... the good times, bad times, happy times, sad times, funny times, not-so-funny times... i spent my whole 5 years ere... there's part of me ere... & the thought of leaving everything behind is just... nerve-wrecking...
i seriously cant bear the pain while im leaving... i mean, frens... all my frens... are all in penang... im kinda alone in kl, but of well... its not bad either... penang is not far! ahhaha... i can jz go there whenever i want, & wen im free!!!!! im sure there will b a place for me to crash in for the nite rite? ahaks....
but when im ere, i can jz turn my head & there she is - my roomie is always there for me, whenever, wherever! thks girl! or i can jz walk 4 steps, open my door & knock on the door nxt to mine & there's always my nxt door neighbour there for me to chat, to complain... ahahha... & there's always frens everywhere, pulai, sejahtera, tmn u, everywhere, its jz 5 mins away... but when im back in shah alam, where do i get to go in 5 mins? out to the wet market? sheesh...
life's gona b totally different, i mean, besides the fact that we will all start workin or study masters, or anything else, but its all gona b different... i am gona miss the good ol' days....
there's the primary sch phase, where all my good ol' buddies are still my good ol' buddies... the badminton phase & academy phase, still hoping to keep in touch wif them, my secondary sch phase, atleast they r still in sj... ahaks... & now, my uni phase.... rite, it is just another phase, but it was a good one... life goes on... startin anew, startin afresh & hoping for the better...
thks to every single individual who has been a part of my life, in this phase, i sincerely thank all of u... u were all there for me, all the time... thks... & sorry if i ever hurt u or made u angry or totally pissed u off... do keep in touch everybody, alrite?
we r all blessed wif the electronics age, where there's the internet, msn, email, webcam, video conferencing, etc etc... it erases all the boundaries & hopefully it will still pull us all together & not seem so distant in future... so, all the best everyone!!!!! let us live our last few days/weeks ere enjoyably (got such word or not huh?) *piaks*
posted by suki_jAy_lee at 1:05 PM
2 Comments:
i feel sad too.i refused to pack up my things cos i do not want to accept i'm leaving here.thought of goin somewhere new to start over is daunting.actually i feel emo bout leaving everyday.tak sampai hati...
well, girl, jz get the best out of the remainin days (darn, i sound like its end of days, cis... touch wood touch wood)...
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