u knOw wAt? i dOn't knOw either...

ur not the only one who wants to shout out loud asking...
i freaking wana shout out too...
i wana ask "will there ever be a "me & u""? i wana shout out loud & ask anybody, everybody...
nobody knows, u dont know, i dont know.
i dont even know wat i know now...

all ur "is it because questions"... i cant answer... if u dont know, nobody will know...
ya, i wish someone will know... i wish someone can enlighten us...
i wish... i wish for so many things...

my feelings for u nvr changed.... nvr... has nvr changed...
whether there was the 2 days or not, makes no difference...
it has always been in me, the feelings....
when im away, ur feelings will probably jz wear out... tats wat im worried about...
ya, one day, it mite jz be u & me, only as frens...
u wana know whether i can take it or not? i dont know...
i mite not be able to take it, who knows...
where will that land me? nowhere...

what difference does it make? wat has happened, has happened.... wat's gona happen, nobody knows.... but it really seems... im jz losing out, day by day... i wonder whether preseverence will make me stronger or not...

all the differences between me & her, which makes u feel complete... ur missing pieces... it seems to me tat she is finally developing, to take over those missing pieces from me...
wat's there left for me?
i seriously dont know...
there's so many i dont knows as well... i wish i knew...

u do complete me.... oh well...
but u dont love me...
i dont know... i jz dont know wat to say or how to react... thks for saying everything out...
thks...
u care for me because i care 4 u... there r so many pple who cares 4 u... im probably jz one of them... yet, i fall in love wif u...