AnybOdy wAnA shAre their thOughts wif me?

when ur alone, far away from home... how do u feel?

ur life is back at home, yet ere u r, so far away...
ur love is back at home, yet ere u r, so far away...

how do u feel when u r sitting all alone in ur hotel room & u feel depressed, frustrated & devastated?

u wana talk to someone, but there's nobody here u can trust to talk to...
u go searching for those online, pple u can trust has alr gone to bed, a long long time ago, those online, u cant share ur most personal things wif them...
u hold up the phone, u wana dial, thn u stop, coz there's no one there for u to dial to...
u wana do ur work, but u cant concentrate...
u wana go out, but u hv no where to go...
u hv a place to go, but u dont hv transport...
u wana drink & get drunk but there's tones of work waiting for u to do...
u wana relax, but u hv examS around the corner...
u wana sleep, but u cant...
u wana go home, but that's not for another 3 long weeks...
u wana go home NOW, but that will mean ur fired...
u get fired, means u hv no job...
no job, means no salary...
no salary means u cant support the pple u love...
u cant support the ppl u love means... they mite just leave u...
ur bday is comin soon, but pple u love is not here to celebrate it wif u...
ur bday is comin soon, but nobody knows...
ur bday is comin soon, & the only present u get is exams...
u wana go to a bar, there's no one to accompany u there...
u wana go to a bar, ur worried its not safe...
u wana go to a bar to drink ur day away, ur worried u screw up & get fired...
u hv stomach cramps, but u dont wana take medicine...
u hv headaches, but u dont wana take pills...
ur tired & the verge of giving up, there's nobody there to give u support...
all u need now is love... & u wonder whether u can feel it or not... words dont mean anything... action speaks louder thn words... all u get r words but no action... & u start to tink how much love ur gona get from jz words... ur not even getting real words from the mouth, all u get are those from text, which seems to not appear often anymore...
u try ur best, ur very best to keep everythin good... u try hard to make an effort to keep in touch, yet at the end of the day u feel like ur jz an irritating person coz u call at all the wrong time... coz any time is a wrong time... morning is wrong time... noon is a bad time... nite is not right either... u give up on calling, coz ur calls are not needed... even text seems not important... u mite not even get a single text for a long long time... wat is there left? u dont even know... when action speaks more thn words, u dont get action... when u dont get action, words seem like a good replacement but thn u dont get them either... thn u sit in ur room tinking... wat should u be thinking? tell me... wat should u tink? when ur in foreign land, all u hv is love to keep u going, but when u don feel them much anymore... is there anything else to keep u going? u dont know... u jz know everything is fucked up... & ur fucked up... & ur an idiot...
u remember those days when ur wanted... when pple make an effort... when u were touched by their actions... when u felt their love... ur heart melted...
now, u sit in ur toom & all u hv are those times & those memories... coz u dont get em anymore, u dont feel em anymore...
its true wat pple say, "u will nvr treasure wat u hv untill u lose em"
its true wat pple say, "the thing seems precious when i dont hv them, & when u sucessfully get hold of them, they r worthless"