ur nOt wOrth it

it stil hurts but come to think of it... ur not worth it...
for someone who can jz leave like tat, jz leave everythin like tat & act as if nothing has happened & act as if we r strangers just because u cant face it, ur not worth my time & love...
to think that i hv put all i can in our rship which u dont appreciate & ur jz playing around, after ur done & thru wif me, u jz abandon me like tat... ur not worth me still loving u...
i have my pride & dignity, u just treat me like a stupid fool...
someone who can just utter "im like that wan la, u knew me from the very beginning, u should already know who i am, i cant do anything about it, u cant do anything about it, so jz forget it"
someone who can tell me face to face & tell like it's my fault to choose u even though i know ur like that & to give u my all even though i knew ur like this, makes it look as if im digging my own grave. u make me look like a fool, feel like a fool & u treat me like a fool...
to tink of it, there r so many other pple who certainly deserves more from me compared to u...
u jz wasted my time & what could have been when i made a wrong choice to choose u even though i supposedly knew u were like THIS.