un|eAshed

know jet li's movie - unleashed? recall the dog bracelet that he wore during the show? recall how he was controlled by his owner using the dog collar? i am jet li now. only thing is, im NOT in a movie & i don't know kungfu. & im living in the real world, being controlled by real humans. in unleashed, jet li's owner who controls him has no blood connection wif him. but mine has. mine are pple closest to me & i cant take it no more.

im a 23 year old HUMAN being. not a dog. i dont want to b controlled. im suffocating & im desperate for air. i need oxygen to live but it seems that the dog collar is getting tighter & tighter. i can hear the sound of my trakea being crushed & my air-way getting smaller & smaller. im gasping for air. but there's no help in sight.

i try to shout for help, but i hv no voice.
i try to run away, but my legs are tied up.
i try to hide, but im in an open field.
i try to retaliate, but i hv no strength.
i try to move, but im trapped.

i wana be blind, so i cant see.
i wana be deaf, so i cant hear.
i wana b mute, so i cant talk.

only then, i will hv peace in my life.