i + slb + |ife

my 1st day till now...
just to see how much i have changed after i started working :P

i + bahrain (after 1 week)
i + redang (after 1 1/2 months)
i + redang + cat (after 1 1/2 months)
i + houston (after 4 months)
i + HK (after 5 months)
i + singapore (after 7 months)
i + china (after 8 months)
i + UK (after 1 year)

tAttOO me

i want to get a tattoo! any suggestions?
was thinking of getting my name tattoo-ed in Thai words... hows that?

|et's get kidnApped

i only want to watch this show because someone as sweet as karena lam can b so yeng with the silver haircut... btw, u cant really recognise it's her with this pic... ahahha... it actually does look abit like hocc (maybe it's just me & my eyes trying to coax myself to see it as ah c *piaks*) ahhahha... it's always good to have 2 main actresses... 2 pretty main actresses... even if it's not a les show, i would love to watch it... aahahha... & stupiak KLCC TGV does not screen this show... but why??? because they have more expats here thn malaysian chinese who loves to watch HK movies?

AttrActive

these few days... im lucky enough to see attractive girls... in real person & in pictures... ahhaha...
well, attractive doesn't make them gay, but still, gay or no gay, they r pretty attractive... ahahhaha... i realise i have a soft spot for pretty girls, even straight ones... who doesnt?... damn...
hahhha... i always wonder... why is it pple can easily get pretty or good lookin girlfriends? when i on the other hand, cant even find one girl who likes me? ahhaha... am i that terrible ar? hahaha...
or maybe i have lost all my "charm-ness" ahhaha... not that i have "lots" of it to start with...
being in a world full of dicks... it's just hard to find some p**sy. but that's the job... ok wait, i sound like a hooker... crap... & i work nights... crap...
i hv a fren who once commented, my shifts makes it seems like a hooker ahahah... crap...
& i need to go back to kemaman.. crap...

in the center Of KL

for 2 weeks, i will be staying in the heart of KL, right in the middle of KL, 5 mins from KLCC.
isn't it wonderful? they have pubs right across the road. & apparently, hot chicks do hangout in the bar of my hotel. hvnt had the time to go check them out. but anyway, hot chicks in KL, a CANNOT miss opportunity. sounds so tempting, sounds so hip.

but what do i do? i work... & i work the "hip" shift!
when pple are all hanging out, drinkin as if beer is cheaper than water, swinging their heads away, where am i? im working!
when modestos is thump thumping away on the weekend, im upstairs working! the most of wat i can get from the music & hot chicks, is from across the road, behind gates...
all i can do is view from above, view from the side, view from across... ahhaha
so sad right? & when finally im staying in KL itself, where i do not need to drive all the way to meet someone, i slep days... when pple are doing their shopping, i sleep...
when pple are enjoying dinner or a movie, i work.... how sad can that be?
when pple start their day wif a cup of coffee, i end my day wif breakfast... how pathetic can that be?

once again, i have proven, that i DO NOT have a LIFE.

newArk+mAnchester+lOndOn

school + free vacation
me + pretty girl
leisure + fun
some of the pictures from UK!
enjoy...

M.I.A.

it's been ages since i hv blogged anything... ahhaha...
was reading thru hocc's blog... then it suddenly occured to me... she is soooo busy, but still has time to blog... while im sitting here, supposedly workin the graveyard shift, instead, growing spider webs... should make use of my precious time, to blog... ahhahha
i know my english karat already, so need to brush it up... ahaha...
nothing much has happened ever since my last entry, but oh well, i hv been to UK, maybe will blog bout that later...
had some really really fun time, especially, with a beautiful girl with me. sad to say, she is not PLU, there goes my chances of ending singlehood once & for all (at least for this moment)...
got to go work... hmmm... catch up later!

time tO quit?

picture paints a thousand words...

Xes x2

two X-es in 5 days... awful... awkward & lousy...
especially when it was me being dumped...
especially when both of them looked better than they used to...
& i look shitty as usual... ahahhaha...
not wat i was looking forward to this CNY...

& ironically, both of them have the same name...
pple wif that name keep dumping me... so my criteria for my next partner will be not to be named that name.
the thing is, pple wif that name are all around & pple wif tat name tend to look cooler, prettier & yeng-er... doesnt apply to all tho... just some... ahahha...

u. her. A|ike?

i finally realised... u look so much like her...
ur aura feels so much like her...

the way she smiles, makes me think of u...
the way she talks, makes me think of u...
the way she winks, makes me think of u...
the way she laughs, makes me think of u...
the way she looks at someone, makes me think of u...

watching her... it's like watching u...

how stupid can i be to realise it only today, where someone else realised it few years ago... *piaks*
maybe i just wasn't attentive enough when i watched her on tv...
maybe because today, it was a wide wide screen & she appeared so near to me... suddenly it just felt like it was you who is so close to me...

weird

i felt weird.
u felt weird.
we both felt weird. i guess.
u left.

AttrActive distrActiOn

i know im an asshole... hahaha... i know i cant live wifout being excited bout somethin... it jz keeps me alive k... if not, i wouldnt hv a life... ahahhaha... i found myself a very good distraction this time... ahhha... an attractive one... pheewwwiiitttt... applause please, applause.... *claps hands*...
but it is short lived... im leaving... so end of story... ahahha...

anyways, talking bout going back, ill only b able to stay home for 6 days, poor me... come on... give me some symphathy... i hvta get my ass back to work by 22nd Feb, means i hvta take a flight back on the 21st! tat sucks big time! but EIC made me a deal, she will give me days off after i break-out... so i told her i wan days off, so i can go to singapore!!!!!! ahahahah...

singapore... mari mari mari...

|eAvin sOOn

i feel happy... but at the same time, i feel... sad to leave... or feel weird... dont know why...
malaysia is still my home country & i love malaysia very much & im lookin forward to return home...
but then again... it's a new place here... there r just too many things to explore, too little time...
too many things i wana pursue, too little opportunity...
i have just seen the tip of the iceberg, & im longing to dive deep under the waters to venture to the bottom of the iceberg, but before i get to wear my diving suit, it's already time to return home... i cant kill 2 birds wif one stone... i got wat i came here for but i missed out on lotsa opportunities... wish it came in a balance... wish i could have done both at the same time... wish i was around longer, wish i was around earlier... ahahhaha...
only the workin conditions suck, other thn tat, its a perfect place... friendly pple, helpful pple, witful pple, & most of all, cute pple... ahahhaha... wish we had cute pple in kemaman, atleast i will b more motivated to work at base... aahhaha *piaks*

enough of my crap... let's see wat beijing has to offer...

white.s

s.n.o.w.
w.i.n.d.
s.n.o.w.
w.i.n.d.
s.n.o.w.

my jOb

braving through wind & snow... is part of the job...
being there & escaped by a hairline... is part of the job...
seeing someone u work wif being hospitalized... is part of the job...
not being able to feel ur fingers & toes... is part of the job...
not being able to shower... is part of the job...
not being able to sleep... is part of the job...
having no control of ur career... is part of the job...
having no one close beside u... is part of the job...
being subjected to hazards 24 hours a day... is part of the job...
being dirty... is part of job....
wearing same clothes for as long as u know... is part of the job...

is it a choice?
u can say it is... u can say it isn't...