Friday, March 31, 2006

|emAh semAngAt

entah nape, dari pagi dah takde semangat langsung...
bangun pagi, dok kat katil, termenung je...
otak, kosong...
tak nak pikir ape ape...
nak kate tak risau, memang tipu ar...
tapi, cam dah lali...
nak kate confident? memang dah hilang semua...
sepatutnya blaja akustik ar, tapi takde mood...
rasa nak abiskan interview je... baru ade mood nak blaja...
nasib baik semalam dah abiskan assignment akustik, kalo tak, mati la...

kat luar skrang, gelap je... mendung, sama je cam mood i...
dok depan computer je... tunggu masa lalu...
takde mood nak chattin, takde mood nak makan, takde mood nak tengok tv... ntah mood gi mane...

balik la oi moodku... pulanglah la sayang, ku rindu padamu... pulanglah pada pangkuanku... tanpamu, ku bagai kehilangan arah... ku bagai sesat, tak tentu arah... ku perlukan mu....

Thursday, March 30, 2006

eyes hA|f c|Osed

had a tiring day. non-stop since 8am! thks 4 the morning call, if not i wouldnt hv successfully crawled out of bed! ahaks...

whole day was practically
lab lab lab,
class class class,
lunch,
drive drive drive drive drive,
rain rain rain,
lectures lectures lectures

lectures, good point, not from my lecturer, but from mom.

once i got out of my car only, started lecturing alr. no time wasted. i was damn tired, eyes cannot open alr, stil hvta tahan d lectures! bombarding me wif questions & everythin about interview tomorrow. im not putting much hope in it alr, but parents are so totally hoping it will b successful. haih... i alr said a million times, final interview doesnt mean they will take me. don tink so far yet la, make ownself happy, after tak dapat, black face to me pulak. haih. say so many times alr, tak faham faham punya... buat orang susah je. dah la tension gile, lagi nak bimbang pasal mereka yang black face. cis! no hope means no disappointment ma... i was alr disappointed once, i dun wana b disappointed again by the same company, for the same reason.

now after dinner hvta do assignment, hvta study for test tis sunday.... haih... realy can pengsan! ahhahha

tomorrow, i no eye see....

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

rAther it hAppened tO me

well, yesterday was a realy horrible day for my parents. for me as well. but then... im still young, guess i can take it... soak it all up.

dad has high-blood pressure, he aint young anymore... yes, he can handle many things as he has seen so many things in life, experienced in that sense. but when it comes to facing the parang right to the chest, for him or my uncle, i dont tink it is included in all those "experience" they hv had over the years. dad needs medication to control his high-blood pressure... so when these kinda horrible things happen, i realy hv got myself to worry about him. losing so much money in an instant is worrying as well... i mean, its money for business, so much of it at one time, gone, just like tat, wif the parang stuck to their faces.

heard dad's voice last nite. heard mom's voice last nite. it was... i dont know how to say it... it was full of stress, pressure, u know, the feeling of being confused & don't knw what u can do next. i was so busy myself, i couldnt help them.

if it was meant to happen, i'd rather it happen to me. well, atleast im young, i dont hv high-blood pressure, my veins wont burst anytime soon, i wont hv a heart attack anytime soon, i wont get stroke anytime too soon. so, being young is a good thing. i mite not hv handled the pressure that super well, but atleast, physically, i wont b risking myself to any of those above situations. well, i hv had my fair share of facing a parang right at my face. so, i know how it feels. yes, i admit, it has given me nitemares once or twice, but im ok.

anything that has happened to me, i can take it. but when it happens to pple close to me, i cant help but to feel angry & hope that it was me who has suffered instead of pple dear to me. once when me & mom were robbed, mom struggled wif the robber & tried her best not to let go of her handbag. the robber pulled till mom fell & hurt her self. what if mom fell into the drain (right beside was a drain)? what if she hit her head onto something? what if the robbers stabbed her wif the parang? what if a fatal accident happens? what if...? what if...? there were so many possibilities... i was so worried that if anything happened to mom... (lost of words)

so, now, it happened to dad & uncle. sometimes i jz wish i can bear the pain for them, bear the stress for them... bear all the worries that they r having now... i wish...

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

wAt's tAkin her sO freAkin' |Ong?

im like sitting in front of my comp, wif my mailbox open ever since she called.... it has been like wat? more than 1 hour ago??? why is it taking her ages to send a freakin' email? just blardy click the icon "send" only la... need alot of energy to do that????? need to eat 3 meals only can do that????? im alr devastated, im sad, im worried, im tired, im in a mood to kill someone... so, please spare me the pain... send me the darn email & get over wif it! i still need to plan my week for heaven's sake... ur not the only one living in this world, i am living too & to live, i need to plan my week, need to know by when, need to do wat... so, spare me the time for waiting... do, send to me now, pls...

fu|| Of disAppOintment

when i wrote the title of this blog, i was already very disappointed, but after a phone call i received, i am more worried thn disappointed! this could be one of the worst days of my life... darn!

first of, slb called, they said that my course is not suitable for the department i went for interview yesterday, so now they r sending me for another interview, in another department, which is what also i dont know coz im still waiting for their email. rite! one bad news, totally horrible, coz i hvta go back to kl AGAIN on thursday! i mean, i jz came back today, tis noon, hvg a very tired body & mind, i had to rush up my assignment to hand in by 2pm! i didnt even hv time to unpack anything, went straight to class! so, now i hvta go back to kl again, day after tmrw, tink can die! & now, im not putting any hopes at all for this interview. they want me, take, dont want me, dont take.

thn while i was driving back today, E+H called. it seems that they r kinda like informally offering me a job, internal sales. its jz like sitting in the office everyday, trying to sell instruments over the phone. so, its one job that is gona b damn boring, but thn again, i am still unemployed, so i hv no choice but to take up the suggestion. its not even confirmed yet, for heaven's sake. still need to attend interview, hand in resume,blah blah blah....

nxt, worst of all time, my dad & uncle kena robbed, by a gang of malays, wearing police uniforms, wif parangs like rambo's, nearly stabbed my uncle. i dont even wana fucking elaborate it! im damn blardy angry, im cursing them to death! fuck those robbers, let them die now, a slow & torturing death! fuck them blardy idiots! no job, go fucking find a fucking job! why in the hell u go rob pple? blardy fuckers! if i had the fucking power, ill jz go fucking stab them till they die!

blardy fucked up world! go fuck urself!

Monday, March 27, 2006

nervOus wreck

rite.... at 12.04pm, monday. im sittin in front of my comp, wif a stomach full of butterflies & both hands cold as ice.

i am nervous. im so damn nervous, i cant even find my appetite to eat anything. its not lik i hv a good appetite to start with, but now its worse.

luckily i slept well lastnite & i slept early! so i hv had my 9hr sleep, which is a damn good thing!

rite now, im jz praying i wont faint later... muahhahha

suppose to b reading up info on well services, but im blur & in a daze. ahha...

i dont know what to expect.
i dont know what will become of it.
i dont know how i will react.
i dont know how they will react towards me.
i dont know how i will fare.
im jz full of "dont knows".
i guess i will jz go with the flow & be MYSELF.

*cross fingers*
*pray*
*pray*
*pray*

mAkin' A stAtement

i just wana make a statement.

anybody who wants to know anything about me,
do not go question outside sources,
please kindly come to me,
and ask me.

thank you.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

dreAm cAr...


reAlisticA||y...

well... many pple's dream car is way beyond reach.... mine? well, im more realistic... i mean, wats the point dreaming about a few million dollars car when u knw u will never ever b able to afford it? it realy is only a DREAM... wats d use of dreamin anyway? can see, cannot touch, no use... ahha

so... i would really like to own a Peugeot Cabriolet... its basically a 2 seater convertible.... yeng! i like! hahha, i like the thought of it! 2 seater means only me & my partner.... so syok ar! ahahha... jz me & the one i love... darn romantic! ahhaha...

if i can afford, i will definitely get one... i love the striking green colour! special & damn hot! ahhaha

Friday, March 24, 2006

cOffee |iqueur

kAh|uA

think the 1st time i drank kAh|uA wAs ermmm.... atleast 6 years ago... more or less... ahhaha

Kahlua is a rich, dark brown coffee liqueur made from the finest Mexican coffee, with fine cane spirits and a hint of vanilla. It also contains sugar, corn syrup & vodka, and has a thicker body than most other alcoholic beverages.

it can b served in many ways... ahha... tink i hv tried it "on the rock", tried kahlua & beer, tried kahlua & milk... realy tastes nice.... not a heavy drink but it oozes with coffee taste! all the flavour & aroma of coffee jz makes u wana drink more + the alcoholic percentage jz gives u the kick! just for enjoyment... no worries, wont get high drinkin it! ahhaha but mite not b able to slep, well, it IS still COFFEE...

there r many other cocktails which are available including:

kahlua razberi white russian
2 parts kahlua
1 part Stoli/Razberi Vodka
Add milk or cream
pour over ice

kahlua black russian
2 parts kahlua
1 part Stoli vodka
pour over ice

kahlua white russian
2 parts kahlua
1 part Stoli vodka
add milk or cream
pour over ice

kahlua mudslide
1 part kahlua
1 part Stoli vodka
1/2 part Carolans Irish Cream Liqueur
1 part cream or milk
combine all ingredients in the blender , add ice & blend until smooth

kahlua & milk
1 part kahlua
add milk or cream
pour over ice

kahlua vanil white russian
2 parts kahlua
1 part Stoli Razberi vodka
add milk or cream
pour over ice
garnish wif vanilla beans & mint leaf

kahlua eggnog
2 parts kahlua
1 part Stoli vodka
add prepared eggnog
pour over ice

people out there! just go get urself a bottle of kahlua & try it out today! enjoy the taste & ummpphhh of it! ahhah... sounds like im hard-selling it... cis...

cOnverse

well... i was surfing their website one day... tried to find the purple converse & also the yellow ones... ahhha.... got some pics... not realy sure whether they r sold in malaysia... hmmm....

cant seem to find the pair ah c wor.... *scratches head*


i kinda like the orange ones too... i so love the color orange.... ehhehe

Thursday, March 23, 2006

quOtes

everybody seems to love writing quotes... ahhaha
here are some:

Why is it that, as a culture, we are more comfortable seeing two men holding guns than holding hands? ~ Ernest Gaines

Homosexuality is god's way of insuring that the truly gifted aren't burdened with children. ~ Sam Austin

If homosexuality is a disease, let's all call in queer to work. "Hello. Can't work today, still queer." ~ Robin Tyler

Drag is when a man wears everything a lesbian won't. ~ Author Unknown

From various bumper stickers:
My sexual orientation? Horizontol, usually.
I can't even think straight.
Let's get one thing straight, I'm not.
Straight But Not Narrow.
Closets are for clothes.
I'm not a lesbian but my girlfriend is.
I'm not gay but my boyfriend is.
Equal rights are not special rights.
Homophobia is a social disease.

I am reminded of a colleague who reiterated "all my homosexual patients are quite sick" - to which I finally replied "so are all my heterosexual patients." ~ Ernest van den Haag, psychotherapist

It always seemed to me a bit pointless to disapprove of homosexuality. It's like disapproving of rain. ~ Francis Maude


Bisexuality immediately doubles your chances for a date on Saturday night ~ Woody Allen

I can't help looking gay. I put on a dress & people say, "Who's the dyke in the dress?" ~ Karen Ripley

The next time someone asks you, "Hey, howdja get to be homosexual anyway?" tell them, "Homosexuals are chosen first on talent, then interview... then the swimsuit & evening gown competition pretty much gets rid of the rest of them." ~ Karen Williams

There came a time when the risk to remain tight in the bud was more painful than risk it took to blossom. ~ Anais Nin

If God had wanted me otherwise, He would have created me otherwise. ~ Johann von Goethe

My theory is that the hardest work anyone does in life is to appear normal. ~ From the movie Ed TV

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

pu||ing my hAir Out...

i was reading the papers tis morning & i browsed thru tis article which is about stuff @ school... but oh well, seems to be true for most pple, i tink... jz wana share it ere since stress is all it's been all this while...

fActOrs thAt mAy |eAd tO stress:
1. change - moving house, friends moving away, family members moving away (doesnt apply to me now)
2. school work - homework, exams (so goddamn true)
3. relationships - starting a new relationship, breaking up (urghh... no comments)
4. illness or fear of illness (erm, well, nvr been my source to stress)
5. fear of being unpopular (nvr been popular, so there's no fear of being UNpopular)
6. death of someone close (touch wood)
7. rumours being circulated about him/her (huh? rumours bout me? well, mite b everywhere, i wouldnt give a damn)
8. fear of threats and/or bullying (not ere, not now)
9. peer pressure (well, happens to everybody rite? no?)
10. concern for parents (obviously)
11. money worries (SO obviously)
12. girlfriend/boyfriend worries (?????)
13. fear of being different & lookin different (ya, so true, but if u hv accepted who u r, thn its ok)
14. concern about not wearing the right clothes (ya, especially for prom *piaks*)
15. worrying about being left out (wat? for dinner?)

hOw tO deA| with stress:
1. eat a healthy diet (wif all the junk im eating, no wonder im stressed!)
2. get a reasonable amount of sleep (wif the amount of slep im gettin, no wonder im stressed!)
3. exercise (tis is somethin i hv been doing rite! bravo!)
4. enjoy a relaxing hobby - for example, art, music (does sleepin count?)
5. talk to someone who will really listen & b discreet (HELLO?? anybody out there? S.O.S.)
6. dont b afraid to express ur feelings (struggling to do tat)
7. get in touch wif ur spiritual self - through religion or meditation (i dun even knw whether i hv my spiritual self wif me... sad case)
8. breathing techniques can be useful (all i can tink of is the m.o.a.n.n.i.n.g. s.o.u.n.d. shit!)
9. live a balanced life - make time for work & play too (play? wif wat? wif who?)
10. gain some control on ur life by carefully planning time & activities (plan? how to plan? we only hv like 24 hrs, enuf time to plan meh?)
11. learn to b assertive (say "NO" to things u knw r wrong & which u knw u shouldnt be pressured into doing) (NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO, see, i jz said NO)
12. knowing that the stress u r going thru is not permanent makes it more tolerable (god bless)

* source - Befrienders KL

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

fOr wOmen On|y

Zestra, femA|e ArOusA| f|uid



adapted from its official website:

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"Zestra is a scientific breakthrough in Women's Sexual Health - one that women & sexual medicines experts around the world are praising for its natural design, ease of use & effectiveness."

"This uniques arousal oil is easily applied to the clitoris, labia, & vaginal opening during foreplay. Once applied, it's bioactive botanical ingredients begin to work on the sexual pleasure pathways that are specific to women."

"Zestra improved desire, satisfaction with sexual, genital sensation, sexual pleasure, ability to have orgasms, & enhancement of sexual experiences in women with & without FSAD. Zestra also eliminated the undesirable sexual side effects of SSRI antidepressants in women."

Source: Journal of Sex & Marital Theraphy

emOtionA||y disturbed

hahhahhhahhhahhahhahhhhhahhhhha

@#!%^&*$%^$#^&#%^*&@#!^%^&!!&*$#@!!!

i farked up the test.
NO. everybody farked up the test.
NO. the paper was farked up.
NO. the person who set the paper was farked up.
NO. the subject itself, is farked up.

im confirmed to be emotionally disturbed, rite now. SIRIM stamped! pass!

sorry for my foul language but... oh well, who the fark cares rite?

really. i mean, 1 question was like 3 & a half pages A4 size, like essay. chee mar gan!

the numbers were like in millions, u know how many zeros we hvta write? one zero less, GONE, all wrong! san geng peang!

now, i hvta settle down & study for the next subject, which is another killer farked up subject! so oh well, guess i'll jz b farkin up the whole week! chee sin!

rite. so, im sorry again for my indecent language. jz beh tahan only!

frOm nOve| tO theAtre

Lantai T. Pinkie
yes, it sounds weird doesnt it? i feel like its kinky... probably because it has the word "pinkie" in it... ahhha... couldnt stop laughin wen my lecturer brought the newspaper to class jznw...

it was nasha aziz's image tat caught my eye... ahha... such a beautiful lady she is!

thn i tot my lecturer will be talkin about nasha but then all he kept babbling about was the "old" man beside nasha. ahha...Pak Samad (according to the newspaper heading).
well, hmm... supposedly there's a connection about Lantai T. Pinkie wif acoustics. HELLO??? besides the fact tat it will be in a theatre, i dun c anything tat has to do wif acoustics. & all my lecturer was saying about is that Ah Pak there is a very intelligent, simple, nice & humble guy... but has 2 wives... HELLO???? u call that simple? *faints* oh well, but its all legal for them to hv 3 wives rite? so... i guess its simple enuf then. *piaks*

personally, i hv never heard of Pak Samad, maybe im not malaysian enough? oh well... anyway, i should open my eyes to barangan buatan malaysia too...
"sokong lah barangan buatan malaysia"
"beli lah barangan buatan malaysia"
"elakkan inflasi dengan membeli barangan buatan malaysia"
blah blah blah...

so, its a part i quoted from UTUSAN, 20 March 2006 (actually it's from someone else's blog *grin*):
"KARYA besar Lantai T.Pinkie adalah sebuah nostalgia yang menyorot kisah lara dan cita-cita bangsa Melayu selepas perang hasil nukilan penulis tersohor Datuk A. Samad Said. Lebih dikenali sebagai Pak Samad di kalangan orang sastera, sumbangannya kepada bangsa tertumpah dalam dunia penulisan sejak lebih 40 tahun lalu. Kehebatan A. Samad telah menghasilkan Lantai T.Pinkie yang merupakan sebuah naskhah pentas yang terus menjadi sebutan tentang kehidupan masa silam yang resah. Lantai T.Pinkie seringkali dijadikan perbincangan pada forum dan wacana dan menjadi panduan perbicaraan intelektual tentang kehidupan zaman 1950-an di Malaysia dan Singapura."
Lantai T. Pinkie will be held at Istana Budaya, for 10 whole days, starting tis 28 April. Casts includes:
Nasha Aziz sebagai T. Pinkie, .... others, i dont wana bother to mention ere coz i dont know them at all, & its gona take up my blog space. ahha, so i guess nasha aziz itself will be enticing enuf to make me go c the stage play, if im ever tat interested in malay stage plays tat is.

Oh well, i'm stil malaysian afterall, so ill say "keep up the good work, ill keep supporting the malaysian theatre industry emotionally & mentally (sorry, not financially though)"

Malaysia Boleh!

missing u...

deAr jAck & nise,

it's been a long time since we met up. how r things going on over there? i'm so sorry that i have to b away for such a long time. i know both of u miss me dearly. im touched. i missed u all too.

well, i'm not doing so fine ere. though it will be over soon. but this last 2 months (oh well, LESS than 2 months) will be crucial. so guess u'll be seeing me after these crucial period, well, if i survive, tat is.

so, how are ur fishy frens? swimming as usual? (duh...)

heard that u hv both been declined from having fruits? is tat so? oh well, thn it should b good for ya skin thn. so, jz tahan, be patient k. im sure u hv lotsa nutritious & mouth watering meals to indulge in, so jz forget bout the mangoes, papayas & bananas k?

have u both been notty lately? i have heard complains about u all... well, beta be guai ok? dun be notty... if not, i wont come back to sayang u all...

alrite, think i beta stop ere. both of u will take hell of a long time to read so many words. ahaks... alrite. till we meet again. muaks... takecare.

p/s will send ur cute pics over... haha




love,
just me

thank u.

i look like shit. thank u.

a fren jz commented about me jznw during dinner, "aiyor, suki, how come u look like u can faint anytime?"

right. i look so terrible. i'll probably scare everyone away. thank god im not meeting anyone soon. if not, i tink she will jz grab her slippers & run away. ahhha...
but NO. im not gona faint anytime soon.
i have the endurance, the stamina for many more things *ahem**ahem*

i jz look like shit. thank u.

my hair looks like lalang. thank u.
its not long. not short. i duno what it is.
fan's blowing right to my face & hair jz flies everywhere, so i hvta wear a hair band. makes me look like the lalang outside.

i jz look like shit. thank u.

i have dark circles round my eyes. can fight wif amy.
probably look like a panda bear rite now. only panda bears are much cuter. i am not.

i jz look like shit. thank u.

Monday, March 20, 2006

A|bums

hehe... now can upload pics! ahaks... rite... so, sambung from the previous previous blog... ahaha

cAntOnese cOllectiOn







i'm stil lookin for the first four albums which are so darn old, can be antique alr... ahahha
& also LONELY, 草蜢原聲精選 & Grasshopper~Episode
anybody has any idea whether there's any place selling them in malaysia? ahaksss...

* will upload the mandarin albums sometime soon... duno when... ahaksss....

Sunday, March 19, 2006

fee| |ike A zOmbie

what a weekend... had my ass stuck to the chair the whole weekend.... doesnt it suck? my back's aching, my fingers are blistered, my vision's blurred & my brain's dead... total ZOMBIE.

im seriously wondering how am i gona cope wif such workload.
1. econ's test on tuesday
2. acoustic assignment due on tuesday
3. industrial control test on thursday
4. my darn circuit which needs to b wire wrapped, must be tested by this week

i'm not even half way thru studyin econs.
i hvnt finish my acoustic assignment.
i hvnt even started on studyin PLC.
& i hvnt even started wrappin my circuit.

there's so many things to worry about, i dont even know where to start!

12 yeArs & cOunting...

my fren said it was a truly amazing concert!
shit. gona die.
cant imagine i missed out on such a great concert!
shit. gona cry.

oh well... being a true fan of grasshoppers since i was 11 years of age, im a big failure, for not being there at their concert tonight (oh well, last nite, since its alr 2.40am into the the next day) *piaks*

i started liking them since the the show - "peak of passion" was aired on tv, that time the soundtrack of that show was 三分鐘放縱.
somehow, i din know why, but my dad liked them FIRST (weird huh?) & he bought one of their albums. so the 1st album of theirs in my collection is 與你在一起.

it started off from there... i bought one album after another, liking them much more, day by day... eventually idolizing them! ahhaha.. u know la, i was a young kid then! oh well, until today, i stil love them truly & im still searching for all their albums, especially their early ones.

im so excited that they made a comeback after so many yrs of absence from the entertainment scene, apparently. though they went to pursue their careers invidually & did well, im so eager to see them sing again, as a group! the grasshoppers! yay!

list of their albums:

cantonese

GRASSHOPPER
烈火快車
GRASSHOPPER III
GRASSHOPPER 4
GRASSHOPPER THE BEST
物質女郎
LONELY
YOU ARE EVERYTHING
永遠愛著您
GRASSHOPPER MAKE SOME NOISE-REMIX
La La Means I Love You
捨不得的感覺
世界會變得很美
草蜢與你在一起
草蜢‧音樂昆蟲
GRASSHOPPER COCKTAIL
三人主義
環球2000新巨星系列
PRESENT
草蜢原聲精選
草蜢音樂店Grasshopper Shop
草蜢照常營業 Grasshopper Now Open
Grasshopper~Episode Grasshopper~

mandarin

限時專送
失戀陣線聯盟
讓妳哭紅了眼睛
忘情森巴舞
限時忘情REMIX
又愛又恨 LOVE &HATE
草蜢-勁爆熱情選輯
草蜢LIVE IN CONCERT
寶貝,對不起
暗戀的代價
有緣來做伙
草蜢愛不怕
草蜢 ba-ba-ba 不屬於

solo collection

REMUS 蔡一傑SOLO

if u wana treat ur ears to good songs but dun wana buy all their albums, i suggest u buy the newest compilation - OUR GRASSHOPPER

gona upload the pics later, coz now blogspot cacat... cant upload any darn thing

sendiri cObA yA...

g mArks the spOt



you wana know how t
o find the G spot?

"take ur fingers, palm facing up & insert them into your vagina."
"find the front top wall & feel around the raised spot or series of ridges."
"when u feel the spot, apply pressure. for some women, this is very pleasurable."

how can a woman find her own G spot?
"it is almost impossible if you are lying on ur back, because gravity tends to pull the internal organs down & away from the vaginal entrance, so one would need very long fingers & a short vagina."

"a sitting or squatting position would be better. because the first sensation women usually experience when the G spot is stimulated feels very much like an urgent need to urinate, one solution is to look for the spot while seated on their toilet. urinate before attempting to locate your G spot so you will not worry that your activities are signalling a full bladder. explore the upper front wall of ur vagina by applying firm upward pressure."

"as u stimulate the G spot through the vaginal wall & it begins to swell, it can often be felt as a small lump between the two sets of fingers. u will probably experience a distinct internal sensation that will cease when u release the finger pressure."

"u should stimulate it with a 'come here' motion"

"palm up, finger going back & forth as if u r telling someone to come here"


* this is only part of the article, taken from The Star - StarMag dated 5th March 2006

Saturday, March 18, 2006

hmmmm...

seriOus|y wOndering hOw fAr it's true....

***How You Are In Love***


You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

You give and take equally in relationships.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.


How Are You In Love?
http://www.blogthings.com/howareyouinlovequiz/


***Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover***


You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you!
Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter.
You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you.

You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable
Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life
By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover.

Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives.
Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours.
No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover.


What Kind of Seducer Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofseducerareyouquiz/


***The Keys to Your Heart***

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your partner is patient and never willing to give up on you.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily.


What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
http://www.blogthings.com/keystoyourheartquiz/


***You Are a Natural Flirt***

Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt.
And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting.
Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt.
And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!


What Kind of Flirt Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofflirtareyouquiz/


***You're an Passionate Kisser***


For you, kissing is about all about following your urges
If someone's hot, you'll go in for the kiss - end of story
You can keep any relationship hot with your steamy kisses
A total spark plug - your kisses are bound to get you in trouble


What Kind of Kisser Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatkindofkisserareyouquiz/


***You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish***

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch.
Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes.
You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them.
You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.


How Boyish or Girlish Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/howboyishorgirlishareyouquiz/


so... hmmmm.... is that really who i am? u mite have an answer if u'd known me better... hahaha

grAsshOpper in cOncert

it's tOnight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


damn it! grasshoppers are in town & their concert is TONIGHT! what am i doing ere, in this freakin place studying for freakin tests & scrapping copper from my freakin circuit?

gosh! pls, do KILL me! i so damn wana go for the concert! & the worse thing is - my fren IS going for the concert & me? im stuck ere! she even got FREE tickets! arghhhh... makes me so freakin jealous of her! urggghh...

I WANA GO FOR THE CONCERT!!!!! *stomping my feet*

these are from their concert in hongkong end of last year! cool hah?



kissing scene... 18 SX, so if ur underaged, pls close ur eyes....



another sexy scene, again, pls close ur eyes if ur below the age limit...



i just LOVE his body art.... damn yeng!



haihhhhh.... life....